Why still act strong when you can't ?
Roughly, my life never been better anyway *smile sadly*
Here I am, still in Egypt waiting the chance to fly back to my hometown. Today would be the 15th days of Ramadan.
Haha, the ticket had been surprising expensive these days, already reach up to RM 2500 plus plus.
While waiting for the result to come out, I forgot about the ticket's price.
At first, it doesn't bother me that much..
Why must I be the one that start the fight between them? I never have intention to do that. It felt like I'm some kind of burden for them to take care. *sigh*
It felt suffocating all the time.
I'd been trying hard to understand them. but, my heart seem to be tired to do so. Some kind of problems are meant to happen and there'll always 'hikmah' behind those. If, and only if I can understand the hikmah now. I wish.
the only way I know to be strong is to hide the tears that about to fall. After all years practiced to stay strong, why now?
Was it hard enough to endure one more pain? Has the heart worn out?
Well, crying is not only for crying babies and weaklings. Grieving won't let you go if you keep bottled. Cry, if that might help you to release. Not that you're not strong when you cry. It's because you already hold it for too long.
they said, crying is the best therapist to let out stress. After you done, you ought to get sleep. Sobers till you fall asleep, even you wet your pillow? Still, never mind. You'll feel better in the next morning.
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