NurulHidayu: release stress

Etc - End of thinking capacity

How long exactly it takes to be a skillful and successful doctor? 4 years? 5 years? 6 years ?

The exam is approching again. Mentally distress is a normal thing nowadays. I don't know. Reproductive System should be an easy system, but turn out the Pathology parts are quite major. 8 lectures ! Might the same as the CVS *sigh*

FEMALE REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS

I'm so gonna screw this exam just like I did in Hematology System. Aigoo. I still stuck at the anatomy of male reproductive system. Men sure are the simplest creature in this world, unlike women. Women are not only complicated as what they seem to be, their reproductive system are also complicated - believe me!

So yeah, may Allah ease everything in future !

4:56:00 PM
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Crybabies and Weaklings

bulan ramadhan

Why still act strong when you can't ?

Roughly, my life never been better anyway *smile sadly*

Here I am, still in Egypt waiting the chance to fly back to my hometown. Today would be the 15th days of Ramadan.

Haha, the ticket had been surprising expensive these days, already reach up to RM 2500 plus plus.

While waiting for the result to come out, I forgot about the ticket's price.

At first, it doesn't bother me that much..

Why must I be the one that start the fight between them? I never have intention to do that. It felt like I'm some kind of burden for them to take care. *sigh*

It felt suffocating all the time.

I'd been trying hard to understand them. but, my heart seem to be tired to do so. Some kind of problems are meant to happen and there'll always 'hikmah' behind those. If, and only if I can understand the hikmah now. I wish.

the only way I know to be strong is to hide the tears that about to fall. After all years practiced to stay strong, why now?

Was it hard enough to endure one more pain? Has the heart worn out?

Well, crying is not only for crying babies and weaklings. Grieving won't let you go if you keep bottled. Cry, if that might help you to release. Not that you're not strong when you cry. It's because you already hold it for too long.

they said, crying is the best therapist to let out stress. After you done, you ought to get sleep. Sobers till you fall asleep, even you wet your pillow? Still, never mind. You'll feel better in the next morning.

8:14:00 AM
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Cairo :D

cairo

Cairo atau dalam bahasa Arabnya, Kaherah. Aku tak pernah terfikir pun untuk belajar kat Mesir ni, seriously. Memang dari kecil, aku memang nak study kat oversea, tapi bahagian Europe sana. Haha, tiba-tiba dapat Mesir plak. Tak apalah, rezeki Allah. Aku bersyukur juga datang sini. Memang Allah takdirkan aku untuk datang sini. Hebat betul kuasa Allah s.w.t :3

CAIRO.

25 Jun hari tuh aku and ahli bait aku turun Cairo, saja jalan-jalan lepas stress habis exam. Lagipun Athi dah nak balik Malaysia 30 Jun nii. So, dia pun memang nak beli barang untuk dibawa pulang ke Malaysia. Kan nak kena beli barang untuk buah tangan orang kat Malaysia, habis duit nak korek mana ntah lagi. Itulah sebab ada ramai kawan. Kalau beli untuk yang dia tuh, yang lagi sorang plak kecil hati. Pendek kata, nak jaga hati semua orang nii susah sebenarnya.

Kat Cairo nii, ktorng berkunjung ke Badan Kebajikan Anak Negeri (BAKAN) Terangganu di Hayu' Asyir. Hayu' Asyir nii memang jauh gila dari Awal Makram, tempat ktorang turun tramco. Dipendekkan cerita, aku jumpa dua pupu Sarah kat sana. Kak Long masak sedap gila! Siap dengan kari kepala ikan, asam pedas, and sambal ikan bilis tempe. Fuhh, sedap gila !

Terubat rindu nak makan makanan malaysia.

Hehe, lain kali memang nak datang lagi. Malam tu, kami bergerak ke Hussin. Kat Hussin nii ada dua masjid yang agak besar, iaitu Masjid Al-Azhar dan Masjid Hussin. Kat sini apa keistimewaannya? Jawapannya ialah SHOPPING ! :3

Ramai gila orang Malaysia kat sini. Yelah, musim nak balik Malaysia kan? Jealous gila tengok dorang borong macam-macam untuk dibawa pulang ke Malaysia. Wahh, sakan shopping nampak! Baik lelaki, mahupun perempuan sama saja semua.

Then, lepas dah siap bershopping, kami bergerak ke ARMA atau kini dikenali dengan nama DEMAK di Abasiyyah. Tidur kat sini satu malam. Kena bayar berapa satu malam? Haa, murah je. LE 3 satu malam:D

ARMA nii merupakan hostel untuk pelajar-pelajar Malaysia yang belajar di sekitar Cairo. Contohnya, ramai pelajar Al-Azhar tinggal di sini. Lagipun, sewanya pun murah kalau nak dibandingkan dengan sewa rumah biasa.

Esoknya, kami ke City Star. City Star nii diibaratkan macam KLCC kat Malaysia. Tempat shopping yang agak mahal. Hoho, tak mampu aku nak shopping kat sini. Saja jalan-jalan.

Tapi, sekarang City Star tengah hot buat SALE. Even H&M dan Zara pun tengah buat Sale besar-besaran. Rambang mata kan nak shopping? Biasalah, dorang nak let go stok winter and promote stok summer.